I think a lot about what she said

Posted by khmerbird on Sunday, May 4th 2008   

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4
May

i finally text her again on Thursday, after two weeks of pretending not to miss her
i can’t help anymore, i can’t live on my own like this for too long,

she called me back, finally …

i thought i can forget and end up this relationship,
but at the end of the day i still see myself looking for her,
i don’t know what i am doing, maybe it’s wrong
maybe it’s wrong…
but somehow i don’t want to be right if i am about to lose her,

we talked about 1 hour, it was too fast too short for express everything
she now realize that she becomes someone important to me,
somehow she aware of her ignorance,
it was probably a test against me,

she asked if i am sure about my commitment in this relationship
i said if i am not sure and if i could forget her
i won’t make this call,

i don’t know what i am doing right now …

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secret admirer Said,
May 4th, 2008 @7:28 am  

she sounds like a smart girl :) good things are rare and difficult to get… isn’t it so?

pheaktra Said,
May 4th, 2008 @8:56 am  

It’s a good start that she realises she has become someone important to you. :) GOOD for you!!!! :)

But why do you say ‘i don’t know what i’m doing right now?’???? eh?

kane Said,
May 4th, 2008 @9:56 am  

Listen to your heart beats, and follow it!!! good luck!!! Take it or leave it, it’s up to you, If you don’t take it, somebody else will, so act fast dude!!!

Best of Luck!!!

PS: I wonder if she knows that you have this blog!!!

khmerbird Said,
May 4th, 2008 @3:40 pm  

smart ? yeah definitively :-)
pheaktra, well i don’t know what i am doing right now coz i just listen to my heart beats as exactly Kane can see. Kane can see everything :-) she understand my move and what i am doing right now, it’s unbelievable. i gave her 10/10 !

khmerbird Said,
May 4th, 2008 @3:41 pm  

Kane, i used to tell her i got a blog, but i am not sure if she have time to visit my blog… maybe one day she will.

secret admirer Said,
May 4th, 2008 @3:56 pm  

when we ‘re left alone we can’t stay still, when it comes to serious thing we feel nervous and when it comes to decision we’re afraid we make a wrong one … Cheers!

khmerbird Said,
May 4th, 2008 @4:19 pm  

yes, exactly thank for sharing this, you help me a lot this time. i own you something now :-)

secret admirer Said,
May 4th, 2008 @6:36 pm  

I’m looking around myself… hmm who are you talking to? me ? :D hehee

BoL Said,
May 4th, 2008 @8:31 pm  

To the world you’re maybe one person, but to one person you’re maybe the world…

khmerbird Said,
May 4th, 2008 @8:44 pm  

wow, good expression !

khmerbird Said,
May 4th, 2008 @8:46 pm  

yes i was taking to you secret admirer :-) thank for comments, it always help me to better know more about myself.

naryphing Said,
May 5th, 2008 @9:44 am  

hmmm don’t know how to help u :-(. just hope she won’t have cold blood anymore .good luck

boran Said,
May 5th, 2008 @11:12 am  

well you may not know what you are thinking or doing, but i may be correct if i say that you are loving her, can’t forget her, no matter how you pretended not to miss her. surely you love her, so just go and try to get it…

monida Said,
May 5th, 2008 @11:17 am  

Finally it’s in progress!! Wish you the best of luck, khmerbird. Don’t loss it!!

pinispinus Said,
May 5th, 2008 @12:15 pm  

“Follow the heart beats” is a very good direction to console our sadness or frustration, and to avoid from taking other factors into consideration. It will work out if you keep it for the rest of your life, and if it is the only type of life you want to pursue. Make sure that you are happy when you follow the beats of your heart, and this should continue, not just temporary. But the reality is different.

Man and woman should have his/her principle and philosophy which directs behavior and attitude in a social context. “Follow the heart beat” probably conveys your way of thinking about her principle and philosophy from an objective one to a subjective thought which is dominated by feeling or mood. That will be difficult or dangerous when you find later, after following the heart beats, that you cannot accept her behavior or attitude mainly directed by her principle or philosophy that you cannot accept or cannot ever influence the change of this principle or philosophy.

There is another alternative that you can change your own principle or philosophy to accommodate hers so that you can live with the heart beats. But if it is impossible to do that because in reality there is at least someone who has common principles and philosophies to live with, you should better reconsider it.

khmerbird Said,
May 5th, 2008 @2:26 pm  

thank pinispinus for your advise,
i believe there’s always a space between man and woman,
there’s some circumstance that woman or man cannot understand the opposite gender,
what i expect is to minimize that space, even the wind we need to eliminate it :-)
definitively, what i still put on my shoulder as a case study is the behavior and attitude, most of the time, love is blind. one day we wake up, we realize something wrong. a small behavior or attitude that we cannot accept, it didn’t go anywhere, it’s kept in our mind and if it increase day by day, one day you will see her or him as a completely new person you never know.

that will cause a serious problem in the relationship,

khmerbird Said,
May 5th, 2008 @5:14 pm  

thank to Boran and Monida,
it’s just the beginning :-)

khmerbird Said,
May 5th, 2008 @8:39 pm  

Nary, i missed to reply you back,
i do appreciate your help, thank you so much !

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