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this letter is totally a work of fiction, this is not related to any real situation. this thought have been made just in purpose to explain in an easy how this thing happen. if it is similar to any real situation, it’s totally unintentional.
i this is short letter would help some people in some way, especially when they have breaking situation. let me know if any comment.
an open love letter
a short fiction by Khmebird
I write this letter for you. I am not sure if you read my letters but I know you won’t write me back. I am old now, a lot older than my age, too old until love means nothing to me. Love for me is like the money. I spent it all. I don’t have it anymore in me.
Then there’s one thing that make me want to come back, sit and write this letter. I don’t know much about you. You never tell me anything. You always keep a distance from me. But in your silence I know it and I can feel it well. As long as you allow me standing beside you as a friend, I want to see you smile again.
I don’t care how much you love him but I think he costs a lot to your life. Your life have been changed and turned into the dark side world. I can’t do anything, there’s only him that can save you. Now he doesn’t want to do it anymore. You got to survive yourself. I don’t have any right either to get involved with your private life. But I’m willing to help so that you can escape from the past and start a new life.
The human affair causes so many serious things. Because people always believe love can last long. In fact love doesn’t exist. It’s like the wind we can feel about it but we can’t keep it. Love goes to the place where it cannot grow anymore. One day all is finished. He might give you some various reasons but in fact because he doesn’t love you anymore.
You will pass your days your nights trying to find the reason why. You might cry and wonder why you got so many tears to cry. It’s because it’s a feeling. It’s because you can’t accept it.
There are many other things in love more than love itself. Love can last long because of those other things. I believe he doesn’t have such ability to create those other things with you. Love then suddenly flies like a bird. Me either I don’t have such ability to create those other things with women I loved. I left them behind. I made them cry like he made you cry this time. It’s exactly the same story. I gave them some various reasons but in fact because I didn’t love them anymore. I can’t lie to myself. I though she was the right one but after knowing her she suddenly become someone else.
If you have asked him questions he can’t provide you the answer, it’s because he might need more time to think and to understand about it too. Please remember he’s also the victim of that changing.
I never tell anything to the women I loved before. At that time I didn’t have anything to explain them either. But you don’t have to understand much, even you knock your head until you die you can’t even find anything about love. What you need to do is to live your life. Get yourself organized and live depends on your own not on him. Your dream is ended. You have to make another dream.
There are many other dreams waiting for you. By chance maybe at the end of this world another guy can make you feel exactly like you feel with him. He’s not unique like you think. Believe me do not act like a fool, there are many guys out there. And someone might have the ability to create other things in love with you. Then you can marry him and share with him about those other things in love.
Me for example,
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KB don’t believe in True love exist…..One upon a time, I did not believe in it either……..but I start to make it happen….Thing happen for a reason, Yesterday is the History, Tomorrow is the mysterious, Today is the gift that is why we call it present …… so make the most of it, we can’t change the past but we can make it better for the future only if you believe in it. You are what you think you are, therefore think positively and dream hight. Hope you are a better man and live life to the fullest and happy always…. Nothing is impossible…..only if you believe in it.
did u just watch fabulous Kungfu Panda ? I remember something like you have to believe …. LOL
in fact i wrote it long time ago, and i post it again because i didn’t find it in here, and someone might need to read this so that’s why i post it again,
it’s just a moment of time,
Love this piece of writing! I used to be in your described situation a couple years a go but now I found someone who completes my life. Someone who means everything to me. I agree with Kane that true love does exist though it is not a tangible thing and though its meaning varies from one to another.
Indeed, Fung Fu Panda is such a cute movie……..I wonder who was that someone;)…..
KB is just being honest. He’s old now, like he said. So old that he needs to be honest to himself lol. Even it sounds abit like dark thought, but it’s quite releasing to read. I like the third paragraph the most.
Anyway, is this a love letter? since love doesn’t exist…..
Thank to everyone, especially Jasmine who find a true love,
10/10 to secret admirer. she knows what i means
oh that’s someone he believe in true love and first love, but i guess most of us lost the first love, first love is pure and precious and true, but since it happen when we were so young, there’s a lot of confusing and other factors that make lost our first love.
It so romantic n touching. But a question come when i read the phrase that you don understand much bout her… n men are the victim or change. So how can u be so sure after she accept your love n then you changed again? no offense.
As I used to read that when the love of the women starting from 0 until 100 but the love of men starting from 100 to 0. At first you think she is a right girl but then after knowing her you start not to accept what she really is. I don know much about love too, I still feel confused.
I know you are old, though someone said u r not, cos i used to see u, so i think it is the right time for married. keep trying to win her heart but don let u again be the victim of change. that’s wat i hope!
thank Ramana, how about make balance and keep 50-50
i will make sure they i won’t change my mind again,
good luck for you.
hrmmm such a touching letter. i still think love exist to those young or old
Thank for sharing this preciouse letter, either a truth reveal, lol…KB i hope this letter is purpose for helping brokend heart women not for release your sense of GUILTY. Well i don’t believe true love is exist, but love do EXIST while both people can share each other joy and benefit. Love is just like an emotional business, you trade with your partner by love and effort, therefore you seeking for the similar benefit. So not all the business are success either to love, once you didn’t got the result as not as much your expectation and effort, you’ll turn to dissapoint. But remember nothing and no one is perfect, as long as you have faith in your partner, you should have a discusion and finding a solution to help this trade not to collapse. That’s what we call a RESPONDSIBLE, you can’t just dating..hanging out a few months and said my love to you is dead. You’ll never can reach out a sense of GUILTY if you haven’t take enough respondsible to one relation before it broke.
*REMINDING: try all your best for everything you do, take all the highest respondsible you can, there you will never REGRET or GUILTY, either a failure possibility is much more far away.
definitively it’s a very advise to the guys. i know i should do it better. thank for this true and real reflect of the situation. i hope man and woman will try to understand each other more.