it’s 31 December 2008, tomorrow will be a new year day. what have i done for this year 2008? i don’t remember much. things were moving fast, i am getting old fast too. i am getting old in a direction and another direction is to purify myself for someone where i am going to spend my whole life with LOL

soon in 25 Jan i will be 32, thirty years on earth i could say i have wasted my life enough. i were looking for love, i didn’t find it. but i think i know where it’s hidden. i don’t want it to come out because i want to keep myself believe that it’s hidden somewhere in somebody’s heart. i don’t want to take it out, i don’t want to see it expired, i don’t want it to hurt me, i want to keep it secretly somewhere in my heart for someone that i will spend my whole life with.

tonight it’s the time to look at behind what is the most interesting i have done, office and work are good, almost the projects we have finished, even with some delay but we all did the best we can.

in life, i have been lonely for the whole year, i purify my heart like the big rain water wash the muddy, like the fresh air of every morning. a year without love, a year without a partner, a year of nothing serious, a year of no pain, a year of no happiness. i would say it’s a year of emptiness. i lived my life like a lonely tree.

next year i would love to have someone, someone where i am going to spend my whole life with, someone that would interests in what i am doing, how do i pass my day, what is my dream? someone that i would interest in what she is doing, how did she pass her day? what is her dream?

i don’t care much about how finding someone to love me. in fact, there’s no love in this world, there’s only word that everybody says so. but in fact i would more interesting in life sharing, what thing we could share in life and how much we could care about each other. if we feel right about each other, if we care about each other, if we want to live together and be ready for what will come then for sure i would marry her, what would i wait for ? LOL

for khmerbird site, i have work a lot on providing more interesting contents, i am willing to make more than just a personal blog but it’s a place where you come and find something interesting in life. i am doing the advertising content, to provide some interesting product that will light up your life, make your day to be a completed one. i will earn behind just a small commission, which i would say it’s a payback from the hard work behind the scene.

in 2009, i hope khmerbird will provide you more contents more choice and more fun. and of course i cannot achieve it without your support. thank you for your support since so far. it’s almost 3 years now that khmerbird is online and it will online for more reasons

happy new year to everybody.

KB

PS:  i never have time to write about what love mean to me yet… but this year i wish you a happy new year and continue your happy life. we don’t have much things to share yet but i hope you would share your daily life with me as much i  share with you. have a happy new year !